So I'm sitting here at my parents in the cellar, looking for the next bottle of wine because I'm angry that I have to sit here while it's Göttertanz in my favourite club, I have no chance to get there, even if my father would give me a car I have the problem that the weather is awful, it's snowing here since thursday.
And I'm worried because my beloved cat is ill, actually he's sitting under my bed. I think he's better now and I really hope that everything will be OK again soon, I love that furry creature so much he first was ill at the end of february and he soon got better, but now it looks as if it's still the same sh** .. he lost a lot of weight and I hope that he will start eating again soon.

(BTW don't worry abou the "next" bottle of wine, the last one was quite empty so I only had one glass since now

I was looking forward to see ~Weinglasarien and ~black-maille at Göttertanz and a few other friends and of course to dress up and dance to good music because I don't have the chance to go out very often as well.

So I'm sitting here, staring at some stuff to sew but look at the TV and the computer else, looking for nothing really serious on the internet (and after having watched the Stargate Movie again I had the almost ridiculous idea to make a costume again I made from that movie many years ago .. no I don't have a picture in my gallery here, it's one of the white egyptian influenced dresses worn by men in the movie ... perhaps those of you who know it remember that costumes.. normally I hate costumes an I would never consider one of my historical or even gothic gowns in my gallery as costumes, they are just gowns for special events but I think I just have to think about ANYTHING today ... I don't know if I would ever wear it ... only for making pictures if I find a photographer who thinks the idea is funny )

But now for something different ... this years WGT will come soon, and of course I'm already looking forward to it, I hope the weather will be good, not too cold, no rain and not as hot as last year, but if I could choose i would rather like hot weather than cold and rainy, but I would be glad if I could wear my red baroque gown without dying from heat.

I have one other gown in planning state for WGT, I will get the fabric at the beginning of april, hopefully. It's nothing special, just plain black cotton fabric.
The gown shpuld be a buslte dress, but a very special one with lots of buckles and bondage ribbons on it.
My first idea for a bustle gown like that was vinyl, but then I saw that others had that idea to and I would surely die in
a gown completely made of vinyl.
Then I'm going to take my violet Francaise to Leipzig as well, at least it depends on the weather ...

At the moment I don't have much clothes in planning state so far, only the bondage bustle gown and a few everyday clothes because i made so much historical stuff the last time that I hardly made everyday clothes so I desperately need some new ones (yes, I make almost everything I wear myself ) .. I already made a skirt after a 1890's pattern but I need an underskirt for it as well, I'm planning to make more historical inspired everyday stuff apart from gothic-standard clothes like buckled trousers and laced velvet shirts
But I have tons of unfinished stuff, like two corsets, two frock coats and even much more, so I have to finish some of that first .

And I'm going to make more pictures next week, I found two photographers from model-kartei.de who were interested, I hope the weather will be OK then because the pictures will be taken outdoors.

And I started on the next card from my tarot project, it really is not an easy subject, if I ever finish the complete deck I will be old and grey I fear, but a lot wiser than now +gg* .. even if I thought that after working about 13 years with the tarot I know everything about it I had to learn that I know nothing ... makes it even more interesting to stick to that project